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Dear Friend,
Dec. 6
Well, its friday, and i'm going to my dads house. I'm not looking forward to it. Everytime, we fight, and i know what your thinking. 'then dont fight, its not that hard' and your probably right in most cases, but its not that easy. Everything i do is wrong. Every song i make on the guitar is wrong. Every song i make is wrong. Nothing i say is right. I end up sitting in my room, or leaving. Usually to the train tracks. I'm not sure why, but i find it calming. Hmmmm, 1 1/2 more hours and i'm leaving this school, and i'll be there. I saw him last night at my little brothers basketbass game. He didn't look happy to see me. You might be thinking, 'you probably just caught him at a wrong time or something, or maybe he was looking at something else' and your probably right again. I'm not really sure i guess, his wife, amy, doesn't like me. She has the perfect daughter, younger than me, a 'prep' i guess. Yup, perfect grades, lots of friends, completly opposite of me. Amy's admitted to not liking my older brother tommy much at all. Actually, my dads admitted that in more or less ways also. I dont like that very much, at all. Actually, it really pisses me off. I cant stand him. Now i need a reminder why i'm going.....Oh..skateboarding. Where i live with my mum, theres no roads, its all gravel. I wanted to go skateboarding....well...he doesn't get home until late...so..i wont even really have to see him right? hmmmmmm.. Ok, new topic... Warped Tour, this summer. I really want to go. My mom said if i dont end up in summer school again, i can go. She said she would just drop me off. Its being held innnnn, minneapolis i think...or the cities, shit, i cant remember. i think its minneapolis..DAMMIT. ok, i will find that out and get back to you. But, i cant wait. I'll admit, its going to be weird being there alone. I dont know anyone else thats going, and i dont know anyone in the cities. hmmm, maybe i'll meet someone there that i cant hang out with, that would be really cool. Well, thanks for listening...byeeeeeThe
Dec. 6
Well, its friday, and i'm going to my dads house. I'm not looking forward to it. Everytime, we fight, and i know what your thinking. 'then dont fight, its not that hard' and your probably right in most cases, but its not that easy. Everything i do is wrong. Every song i make on the guitar is wrong. Every song i make is wrong. Nothing i say is right. I end up sitting in my room, or leaving. Usually to the train tracks. I'm not sure why, but i find it calming. Hmmmm, 1 1/2 more hours and i'm leaving this school, and i'll be there. I saw him last night at my little brothers basketbass game. He didn't look happy to see me. You might be thinking, 'you probably just caught him at a wrong time or something, or maybe he was looking at something else' and your probably right again. I'm not really sure i guess, his wife, amy, doesn't like me. She has the perfect daughter, younger than me, a 'prep' i guess. Yup, perfect grades, lots of friends, completly opposite of me. Amy's admitted to not liking my older brother tommy much at all. Actually, my dads admitted that in more or less ways also. I dont like that very much, at all. Actually, it really pisses me off. I cant stand him. Now i need a reminder why i'm going.....Oh..skateboarding. Where i live with my mum, theres no roads, its all gravel. I wanted to go skateboarding....well...he doesn't get home until late...so..i wont even really have to see him right? hmmmmmm.. Ok, new topic... Warped Tour, this summer. I really want to go. My mom said if i dont end up in summer school again, i can go. She said she would just drop me off. Its being held innnnn, minneapolis i think...or the cities, shit, i cant remember. i think its minneapolis..DAMMIT. ok, i will find that out and get back to you. But, i cant wait. I'll admit, its going to be weird being there alone. I dont know anyone else thats going, and i dont know anyone in the cities. hmmm, maybe i'll meet someone there that i cant hang out with, that would be really cool. Well, thanks for listening...byeeeeeThe