Atonements
Due to my eXtreme all-nighter thought process and avoidance of doing anything psychology-related, I realized that at times I can be a pretty shitty person. I haven't been putting on a 'front;' I am, 99.9% of the time, just myself, not putting on a show, and I just genuinely love and respect everyone. But, again, I've done some shitty things that I think I wanna start atoning (is that how it's spelled?) for. I won't say anything now, because I don't really know if I'm going to go through with it (there aren't too many big things that I can remember, honestly) but I just have this feeling I should tell some people (or tell no one, but write it down) of some bad things I've done that I feel bad for, that I should get off my chest. I'd like to think I'm a great guy... but sometimes I know I'm not. And I'm gonna start 'fixing' that. I don't know how... but I'll try my darndest.