Nov 22, 2005 23:19
IM NOT READY FOR THE SNOW
on another note,
ive become such a bore!
i work, go to school, drink a few white russians and sleep.
that's life, and thats it.
ive been reading all of this existentialist philosophy
which for sure has its moments when i get fuzzy and say a little fuck yeah
but i think, overall, its only making matters worse.
ive been craving that ultimate feeling that i get
when i just stay up till all hours
with some chick talking and remembering and pausing to watch bad tv
i remember when i was fun and happy and kind
and i absolutely hate that ive let what has happened bring me into this place
im happy its true, but i remember a day when i brought happiness to others aside from jason
and i think i forgot how to dance