lol Rocky
I spent a lot of yesterday at the tournament very depressed. It seems like endorphins must have the opposite effect on me that they are supposed too... I get fencing and when I'm done I feel the same or worse... usually not better. I noticed this about DDR too, though usually a good long session of DDR would leave me in a "meh" regardless of when I went in, unless I was doing really poorly.
It seems I'm getting worse at keeping my cool when I'm loosing in a bout. It's really frustrating to constantly get beat by people that I know that I can beat... and to choke against people that are about the same skill level as me. Better than me? No problem... unless they are Jared Kline... Worse than me? Usually I end up letting them get too many points on me... =P Oh well... I was actually looking down enough on Saturday that I got a "Are you ok?" from Kate. My facade that I show the world has been showing some cracks recently... hence the "3" in that category this week and last.
I found out that Rocky (my RA) got arrested last week in relation to stealing over $2000 in cash, video games, and quarters from resident's rooms over the break. He stole mostly from Appelt and Aston it seems (though, why he had access to halls that aren't in his jurisdiction I'll never know.) but also from this dorm. Thinking back on it, I think some of the things on the top of my desk may have been moved... but I didn't have any cash or games for him to steal. I of course posted a thread about it on SA and got a lot of responses from people that hate Rocky.
Telling Leslie about that got some response from her, so at least she's not ignoring me completely... though as I've said before, it might be better if she did =P
I am really exhausted today... Not getting my usual amount of sleep made up on the weekends is going to make this week drag really hard. I set a new 7-day low yesterday. I ended up skipping 364 this morning because I woke up at 6 (goddamnit) and felt like shit, so I got up at set my "alarm" task to wake me for heat transfer, which I was then almost late too. Good news in there is that there are no more classes until next "Friday", which is actually Tuesday.
MADRS: 3, 4, 3, 4, 3, 4, 4, 3, 4, 2 = 34
It seems I'm getting worse at keeping my cool when I'm loosing in a bout. It's really frustrating to constantly get beat by people that I know that I can beat... and to choke against people that are about the same skill level as me. Better than me? No problem... unless they are Jared Kline... Worse than me? Usually I end up letting them get too many points on me... =P Oh well... I was actually looking down enough on Saturday that I got a "Are you ok?" from Kate. My facade that I show the world has been showing some cracks recently... hence the "3" in that category this week and last.
I found out that Rocky (my RA) got arrested last week in relation to stealing over $2000 in cash, video games, and quarters from resident's rooms over the break. He stole mostly from Appelt and Aston it seems (though, why he had access to halls that aren't in his jurisdiction I'll never know.) but also from this dorm. Thinking back on it, I think some of the things on the top of my desk may have been moved... but I didn't have any cash or games for him to steal. I of course posted a thread about it on SA and got a lot of responses from people that hate Rocky.
Telling Leslie about that got some response from her, so at least she's not ignoring me completely... though as I've said before, it might be better if she did =P
I am really exhausted today... Not getting my usual amount of sleep made up on the weekends is going to make this week drag really hard. I set a new 7-day low yesterday. I ended up skipping 364 this morning because I woke up at 6 (goddamnit) and felt like shit, so I got up at set my "alarm" task to wake me for heat transfer, which I was then almost late too. Good news in there is that there are no more classes until next "Friday", which is actually Tuesday.
MADRS: 3, 4, 3, 4, 3, 4, 4, 3, 4, 2 = 34