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The truth is I must have fucked up pretty badly to push my best friend away. . . I'm not even sure I know what happened anymore. Nothing more can be said at this point anyway, either the hatchet can or cannot be barried and I don't have the power to change anything after an appology. I miss her dearly though.
I'm living down south again, still working in seattle and will be living there again soon.
Drinking hasn't been happening like it used to, I realized that when I'm happy and comfortable I usually pace myself better. The world is hard, and ugly but occassionally it burts with beauty and light. I don't want to loose anyone else in my life because I'm being a professsional alcoholic jerk. . . I've met this group of people in seattle around my age that are locals, they seem different than the hipseter kids I've met thus far.
I've been reading a lot of Emma Goldmen lately and anarchist zines.
I started my own zine as well.
something new and different has started in my life...something rational. I don't want to announce it on here though.
deal.
I'm living down south again, still working in seattle and will be living there again soon.
Drinking hasn't been happening like it used to, I realized that when I'm happy and comfortable I usually pace myself better. The world is hard, and ugly but occassionally it burts with beauty and light. I don't want to loose anyone else in my life because I'm being a professsional alcoholic jerk. . . I've met this group of people in seattle around my age that are locals, they seem different than the hipseter kids I've met thus far.
I've been reading a lot of Emma Goldmen lately and anarchist zines.
I started my own zine as well.
something new and different has started in my life...something rational. I don't want to announce it on here though.
deal.