spiral
so here i am again.
i can't do this, outplaying the 'best scenario's' in my mind.
sometimes trying to carry pain for so long becomes too much/
sometimes your last efforts are not enough.
i never stops,, it never goes away. you end up having to mask it to protect the people around you, to try to force yourself to be 'normal'. but you jsut want it to stop, for something warm and dark to swallow you up. for it to just go away.
looking for a painless death well the truth is that that doesn't exist. that the aftermath of destruction is inevitable.
it will of course heal, just as you will ofcourse become forgotten.
i don't know what, i need something. i thought it was you, but i guess it's gotta come from me.
FUCK.
i can't do this, outplaying the 'best scenario's' in my mind.
sometimes trying to carry pain for so long becomes too much/
sometimes your last efforts are not enough.
i never stops,, it never goes away. you end up having to mask it to protect the people around you, to try to force yourself to be 'normal'. but you jsut want it to stop, for something warm and dark to swallow you up. for it to just go away.
looking for a painless death well the truth is that that doesn't exist. that the aftermath of destruction is inevitable.
it will of course heal, just as you will ofcourse become forgotten.
i don't know what, i need something. i thought it was you, but i guess it's gotta come from me.
FUCK.