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Well last night.. went too Ricky's.. right as he was leaving with Rick and Fester.. *who ever he is*.. so Shawnne and I went to Kyrra's.. Shawnne's mom was there... so Shawnne, her mom and I all talked.. then we went to try and get Luis.. but he wouldn't leave.. so she just ended up telling him.. he didn't say nething .. acted like an asshole to Shawnne.. so we left.. Took Shawnne home.. came back here.. talked to Kevin for a while.. spilled a bunch of my problems to Matt.. i'm sorry again! and then did something i shouldn't have.. went and hung out with Brandon.. *ex bf*... eh.. we hung.. then we were just sitting in the car.. i started cryin.. and took him home.. that was basically it.. i'm stupid.. i really don't know why i would think he has changed.. there is a part of me.. that thinks he has.. but there is another part of me.. that sooo doesn't wanna trust him.. after all the shit he put me through.. so yea i don't know.. i'm going now.. don't feel good.. I hate being sick.. its never ne fun! LaTeR!