Jan 27, 2004 01:26
Can't sleep...
To much on my mind..
Thinking..
Wondering..
What would it would be like..
if things had started out different..
Sometimes i wish i had all the answers.. to all the questions.. being asked in my head..
What would it be like?
Maybe if i would have finished.. what all would be different?
Do i wanna grow up to quick?
Do i want to please them?
Why don't i ever just please myself?
Why do i always give.. and never want anything in return.. Although.. sometimes.. i wish i got in return.. but don't want to come off as selfish..
Why is there Pain?
Why doesn't something bad have to happen before we realize what we used to have..
Why do we have to Die?
Why does life seem sooo shitty at times.. when yet we know there is someone out there.. who as it MUCH MUCH worse..
Why are people selfish?
Why can't everyone accept whats different?
Why does the color of your skin.. way you talk.. things you wear.. place you live.. car you drive.. how much money you have.. make such a BIG difference.. and
WHY can't people respect the fact that your you... and your DIFFERENT.. and DIFFERENT is GOOD..!
Why do people.. judge other people.. before getting to know them?
why do you judge a people by what they have.. and by what they DON"T have..
Why can't you accept that people are Different.. I mean.. who wants 12 hundred people.. that are all the same.. that would be pretty boring.. don't you think?
Being Different .. makes you .. you.. but some people.. don't take the time to notice it.. and pick on whats different.. cuz there affraid.. that being different maybe actually mean.. there one of you.. just in there own style.. place.. color..
guess thats just to scary for some people.. So they Label those people.. which i don't see anyone walking around with a sign.. says there.. BLACK.. WHITE.. PREP.. GOTHIC.. PUNK.. OUTSIDER.. ETC.. soo why name them.. cuz of what they wear.. or who they are.. pretty stupid if you ask me.. cuz were all the same.. yet different.. but we all have the same feelings..