I don't care. For subjects
I can't remember the last time that I was sitting with someone... Everything as normal as possible... And then was suddenly stricken with the thought that I am falling madly in love. It has rarely happened, but when it does, I get confused. I forget how to breathe. I forget how to speak. Because I know from that point on, things are going to be different. Change.
Change is something I'm not good with. I think my main obstacle is that it's been almost 75 days....but I'm not sure that I am yet allowed to say "I love you".... Things are different, now that I'm older. I can't meet someone, fall head over heels and then 2 weeks later profess my undying love. That's a youthful folly that I'm too old for.
So, now the question plaguing me: how on Earth do I proceed? Considering that she lives a 6.5 hour drive away from here.
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