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sam wants me to go to his show.. i havent been, and julie is coming down, so i will go. camping, i want it to work out :-( i hope it does. i want it to a lot. what ev's. i've been pausing my life then stepping outside myself and going what the fuck are you doing! so i guess im not happy with myself, i dont like what im putting first, and what im making priority in my life. im adding bad habits to my way of life and thats a no good! my dads listening to techno.. that gets a big what the!? okay anywhoot. i have a shit load of flyers to pass out. and alex loves to hear me just talk and talk and talk and talk, and then dan talks talks talks talks talks to me non stop.. so silly those boys are. blugh. <-- new word. okay so im going up to boston over spring break. real excited. can't wait, college will be hell, i can tell already. ohhh im sooo excited! alright anyways im tired, i have to study for a test and prepare a essay. i want to really take a look at myself and fix things b4they start to change me. maybe they already have. nooo anyways, im going to meditate,and try that to my head screwed on correctly. meditation, it really does save me sometimes. softball practice was last ngiht.. it was fun, i ws the only one who hit a home run.. it was pretty damn sweeetttt! im fuckin baller dat's why!! NUKKAHHH!! okay im soo tired and soo dun!
(mix i made, now its on dave matthews band, CRASH!) loveee this song!
listen to: Neva Dinova from nebraska? what the!...
(mix i made, now its on dave matthews band, CRASH!) loveee this song!
listen to: Neva Dinova from nebraska? what the!...