do you hear me screaming?
my hands are numb from being outside.. i ref'ed 2 games with this asshole kid, y? because my intense day at school just wasn't enough, instead of my life "handing" or "giving" me lemons, they fucking pegged them at me.. jerks :-) i had a decent day, no tests so far for friday, so that means i dont have to worry about studying after the BRIGHT EYES show. today was.. interesting. yet very odd. kinda like a reall foggy day. you know where your headed, just unsure of where the road is. allyou hope for is getting there alive. so i went and visited my g-ma, she comes home tomorrow, i want a car. i wish i had money for a car. i want to save up for a car. that saved up money isn't going to stay there. blah. i have to write a paper. fuck. i totally forgot about it over the weekend, but mr. huck and in all his greatness let me have another day. its cause im in social justice. remeber to bring in the necessary items you st. thomas kids. its for a splendid cause. okay, guna go thaw out and write my paper then go do homeowrk, then read Invisible Monsters.. its amazing so far. in the beg. i thought cuck was a little cocky in his writings, but hes not too bad, he's growing on me. later.