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so i've been busy getting stuff ready for college while working and going to parties.
one of these nights i went swimming in this guy's pool with my clothes on and i went into his house later with the a/c and i like froze and got really sick. had a fever and stuff too. i checked my temperature today: 97.9 what the fuck..
i've been writing in a journal because i find it easier. i can draw pictures and stuff. it's helped me through some stuff now.
everything's exactly the same. i must really hate change.
i bet my dad's in jail and they can't contact us. hopefully people don't find out because me and chaz are over 18 but beau isnt.. and chaz doesnt work. yeah really behind on bills and shit.
my one job ends soon.
i have a feeling im never going to end up going to college just because of the money issue and it sucks. i don't want to work mad hard the rest of my life to pay it off.
need to start excercising more or throwing up more when i drink
one of these nights i went swimming in this guy's pool with my clothes on and i went into his house later with the a/c and i like froze and got really sick. had a fever and stuff too. i checked my temperature today: 97.9 what the fuck..
i've been writing in a journal because i find it easier. i can draw pictures and stuff. it's helped me through some stuff now.
everything's exactly the same. i must really hate change.
i bet my dad's in jail and they can't contact us. hopefully people don't find out because me and chaz are over 18 but beau isnt.. and chaz doesnt work. yeah really behind on bills and shit.
my one job ends soon.
i have a feeling im never going to end up going to college just because of the money issue and it sucks. i don't want to work mad hard the rest of my life to pay it off.
need to start excercising more or throwing up more when i drink