Apr 08, 2008 20:22
ouch. thats telling me im having a crappy day. i just spent 15 minutes pouring out my heart and then it happened twice. my life doesnt make alot of sense. i fight who i am or release my inner shit all the while struggling. just been me and my inner shit for a while. i used to be alone with company. now im just alone. melissa is in oklahoma seeing if she was given the offer of her dreams. kai is staying at his grandmas becuase i usually work until after he's asleep. o
only time i write my heart effectively is when its in prose or lyrical style. this isnt helping much
my life is a bunch of fragment not always remembered in chronilogical order. shout out to the llttle darcy that bit me. had her teeth marked clearly in my chest for 2 weeks. my tattoos healed quicker! buudha wandering in the woods. Becca and our talks about the partridge family. hell even a few good times with clayton. its always good to hear a friendly voice, so remember that they are out there. Time for shit to get better.