Fuck me with a space ship

[noah17]

So Evan came back today, I miss him alot. ALot

I wanna put my head threw a fucking wall.

Things aren't so great right now, I dont try my best I think, to make them better.

So do I deserve for them to get better.

I dont even feel like at least a shiny penny right now (pieces self worth analogy).

I want to breath smoke right now, or run away, far, far, far away.

.....which wouldnt be all that different from what I've been doing for the last couple of years