it's clear to see. you're nothing special. you're a skeleton key.
i'm spending my last day in savannah. i'm glad i got to walk and that my parents got to see that (as it was mostly for their benefit). but my friends here mostly made me feel, at best, like i never left, or at worst, like i was never here to begin with. becca and kevin have been great. i got to see claire before she left and lynn and the kids and a bunch of other people, but those being the exceptions the experience has been utterly disappointing. the positive side of it all is that since i've seen certain individuals a couple of times now, i don't care if i ever see or talk to them again. good people, bad friends. why do i care? who knows. i was also not as available to someone (i'm sorry, mandy) as i should have been. so i feel badly about that, but the family being in town and staying at rebecca's and dealing with the graduation stuff, that's been so overwhelming. i'm glad there was real closure, with school and friends. but on the upside, i got the apartment in south bend, and i'm more excited about that than ever. i move on july 15th and i can't wait. it occurred to me last night that it was only 6 weeks away. not much time, since i've only been in alabama for 5 weeks. the time will fly by. i'm ready to go back to dad's.