*sigh* It's been a long Month
Hey Everyone,
Music, Alone Again, Naturally
Well first work. My boss finally came back after a 2 week vacation from California (lucky him). It was funny listening to his stories. But still, it's rough for me. Like life, I've got a coworker who hates my guts. Heck, even my coworkers know she doesn't like me. She doesn't have any higher authority than I do, (heck, we have none when I think about it), but it's still annoying. But whatcha going to to when you have an 80 something old woman annoying the heck out of.
Now, School. School's still what school has been for me. I'm surviving. Plus, in 23 more days, Summer starts for me, graduation is in 28 days! So, I'm just hoping to survive. The only class holding me back is Government. But, if I do alright on my next project, and final. It'll be okay. I just hope it works out.
Finally, Personal life. This is the least amount of fun. It's not been really fun here. When they say life sucks, the haven't met my life. My Dad didn't get the house checked for bugs, (bug proof the house like every other house in the neighborhood). So when I was sitting on the couch watching the news, a HUGE Spider dropped down in front of my face. For goodness sakes, this guy was less than an inch from my nose, and he was coming down the ceiling. I DESPISE those things. And not to mention it was no fun. I did squish the stuff out of that arthropod, but still, UGH!
More to my personal life, I broke up with the guy I was with for almost a year. I admit we didn't do anything but talk and just chum around, but I broke it up either way. Why, because of a few things about him that were just not right. I won't go over them now, but maybe later. So now, I'm single. But what hurts is that for the first week after I broke up with him, I was okay, so I thought. But the following week, when I looked in the mirror, I realized something. I was alone. There was no one I could talk to. No one knows I'm gay, and I want to tell my parents, but not now. I want to wait until after I graduate. But still, I'm alone. And I think that's why I hurt so much. I admit I don't cry, but it still catches you in the chest when you realize it. I know there are other people in the world. But...I still want to find that one that's meant for me.
So yeah, it's been a very long, and different month. Hehe, I just hope May will bring a better light for me
Noa
Music, Alone Again, Naturally
Well first work. My boss finally came back after a 2 week vacation from California (lucky him). It was funny listening to his stories. But still, it's rough for me. Like life, I've got a coworker who hates my guts. Heck, even my coworkers know she doesn't like me. She doesn't have any higher authority than I do, (heck, we have none when I think about it), but it's still annoying. But whatcha going to to when you have an 80 something old woman annoying the heck out of.
Now, School. School's still what school has been for me. I'm surviving. Plus, in 23 more days, Summer starts for me, graduation is in 28 days! So, I'm just hoping to survive. The only class holding me back is Government. But, if I do alright on my next project, and final. It'll be okay. I just hope it works out.
Finally, Personal life. This is the least amount of fun. It's not been really fun here. When they say life sucks, the haven't met my life. My Dad didn't get the house checked for bugs, (bug proof the house like every other house in the neighborhood). So when I was sitting on the couch watching the news, a HUGE Spider dropped down in front of my face. For goodness sakes, this guy was less than an inch from my nose, and he was coming down the ceiling. I DESPISE those things. And not to mention it was no fun. I did squish the stuff out of that arthropod, but still, UGH!
More to my personal life, I broke up with the guy I was with for almost a year. I admit we didn't do anything but talk and just chum around, but I broke it up either way. Why, because of a few things about him that were just not right. I won't go over them now, but maybe later. So now, I'm single. But what hurts is that for the first week after I broke up with him, I was okay, so I thought. But the following week, when I looked in the mirror, I realized something. I was alone. There was no one I could talk to. No one knows I'm gay, and I want to tell my parents, but not now. I want to wait until after I graduate. But still, I'm alone. And I think that's why I hurt so much. I admit I don't cry, but it still catches you in the chest when you realize it. I know there are other people in the world. But...I still want to find that one that's meant for me.
So yeah, it's been a very long, and different month. Hehe, I just hope May will bring a better light for me
Noa