terror nigga

[no_xxx_regrets]

mann tonite was the terror/first blood/donnybrook/piece by piece/make move show.. it was funnn. i started gettin sick on friday though, so that part sucked.. i didnt feel totally shitty or anything.. but after "better off without you" i was kind of done for the night. my voice is pretty haggard right now, but i had fun. dang man saturday i get this envelope in the mail.. from UPS payroll dept. and its a check for 938 dollars.. holy fuckin cow! i was stooookkkkeed to say the least.. turns out they payed me for my last week as an hourly, 3 days of supervisor wage, and the next 2 weeks of supervisor pay.. so i dont get paid again till the 15th of feb, but who cares.. oh yeah.. i never posted i dont think, but i got the job as supervisor.. so yeah, thats coo. i supervise the metro 2 area.. i have 7 employees and 150 little brown trucks to take care of.. lots of responsibility, but i really like it. man i hope im not all sick tomorrow.. my throat feels all effed.
why is it that right when you write someone off completely, and are totally cool doing so, they decide to jump right back in and fuck youre concentration up.. they just like decide that you must not care anymore, so they HAVE to make you care again somehow... and im a lil bitch so it tends to work.. i dunno what the hell im doing.. prolly making a mistake, but this is something i've wanted for a while, so i think its lame to let foolish pride stand in the way of something i want. immaturity sucks but its something that has to be dealt with

im outs, riggXXX