Look Into My Open Soul
dear god.....I'm so fucking sick.....I wish no one was sick then maybe I could be hanging out with someone.....I miss you....yeah I know I saw you just last night but thats not what I mean.....I mean I miss......that guy......the one who seemd to have liked me.......the one who said "I don't want you to go"......did you mean it?......did you mean it when we kissed....or was that an accident?......I can't stop thinking of you......WHY CAN'T I STOP THINKING OF YOU!!!........I'm suppose to be strong now......Charlie was suppose to be the last guy that would ever hurt me......I've changed....I'm no longer that girl thats a pain in the ass.......I'm tougher then this........I am........I won't let you hurt me........................
please don't hurt me