Again.........AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck!!!!!! I want to cry!!!!! But it's almost like I can't......I cried earlier with Jonathan......he made me feel a lot better.......I like him!.......no not Jonathan.....you know who.......Damn!!!!!.......he likes her.......that girl......shes cool but shes SO involved with another guy.......we kissed!!!......does that not mean anything to him.....not only that but it happend more then fucking once!!!!!!!!!!!.........I'm lost.....I give up.......he doesn't know whats going on...."things have been weird lately"....as he put it......you know what I'm sick of this....i like you!......A LOT!.........don't fucking be like this.....please don't be like this I just got over the whole Coby thing why the hell are you doing this to me?..........If you like me great.....If you don't let me fucking know.......don't just let me sit here and suffer through this......let me know.....please