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oy......today......What a day.....it started out great....aside from the fact that I had only 3 hours of sleep. I ended up breaking up with Doug.....He was upset...very upset. I care about him deeply but this long distance shit isn't working and then i have feelings for someone else.....oy vey! He ended up calming down just a bit and said he'd call me later. I decided to go to the movies with my dad. We saw RADIO. It was very good, a tear-jerker. I cried most at the end during the credits mostly for happiness and not sadness. When I got home...I called Doug. We sat crying on the phone fro like an hour. Finally I started singing when a pause came........oops that was a mistake.....i got to the chorus and he started balling. It was so sad. I realized in that moment what it must have felt like for Charlie when he broke-up with me. Of course I handled it a lot better and didn't purposely try to hurt him in order to make him get over me. We finally resolved it and he was so tired i said sweet dreams and we hung up(yes, damn it, sweet dreams!)Here i am........not tired yet exhausted at the same time. Thats odd, yet surprisingly normaL.....ok, I'm officially making no sense at all so good night.
over and out
Spade
over and out
Spade