Long time no update
A lot has been happening. Since everyone knows apparently, I have a girlfriend who I totally adore. I apologize to those who I have hurt in the process. I haven't felt anything like this since Dustin. Dustin and I thought we had a future together. I still love him just not the way I did then. We dated for four years until I found out he lied to me. I think losing him was one of the dumbest things I ever did but also the smartest. I have decided, like I have no idea how long ago and even if I posted it, to go completely lesbian. I have never been so happy in my life. I have always felt more for females.
I cannot believe I truly fell this fast. I like love her and she knows it.
I feel extremely horrible about lying even for just the what, 8 hours I did lie, to someone over something she should have known. I didn't want to hurt her and still feel horrible about that. I told her the truth b/c I hate liars and lying. I honestly feel like I hurt a good friend and I think she hates me and there is nothing I can do.
One weekend long before Ally, I had gotten 11 numbers. Amazing for me ey? I know I'm a chick magnet! Lol. Not really.
I have made a new friend. I have become closer to a couple others. I have lost one, maybe 2. I am going through a minute by minute phase of life.
I cut my hair. It looks really really cool. I personally love it. A lot of people have given me comments on it except for my 2 best friends. That is sad when everyone supports you but your 2 best friends. Kind of made me depressed. They told me I look butch. It pissed me off so I started wearing more make-up. I don't like caking my face I see no need.
I am slowly becoming more proud of my existence. I am going back to my old 'I will stand up for myself, you give me shit I give you shit back' attitude.
I am working on getting my fucking license b/c my mother is a big procrastinator and I should have had it last week. I am also working on college things and finding a job. My life is boring. The only thing not boring about it has just entered my life and I plan on keeping that not boring thing for a while.
I thought of the most random line yesterday and think it should be added for your entertainment. "I'm not cheesecake! I'm a chalupa!" -Chelsea in a random dream of mine that woke me up in a laughing uproar.
I am set to go to the Nine Inch Nails concert with Ian on February 25th. That should be fun...
I shall update mor often but for now I don't believe I have much news. Enjoy it.
-Georgy
I cannot believe I truly fell this fast. I like love her and she knows it.
I feel extremely horrible about lying even for just the what, 8 hours I did lie, to someone over something she should have known. I didn't want to hurt her and still feel horrible about that. I told her the truth b/c I hate liars and lying. I honestly feel like I hurt a good friend and I think she hates me and there is nothing I can do.
One weekend long before Ally, I had gotten 11 numbers. Amazing for me ey? I know I'm a chick magnet! Lol. Not really.
I have made a new friend. I have become closer to a couple others. I have lost one, maybe 2. I am going through a minute by minute phase of life.
I cut my hair. It looks really really cool. I personally love it. A lot of people have given me comments on it except for my 2 best friends. That is sad when everyone supports you but your 2 best friends. Kind of made me depressed. They told me I look butch. It pissed me off so I started wearing more make-up. I don't like caking my face I see no need.
I am slowly becoming more proud of my existence. I am going back to my old 'I will stand up for myself, you give me shit I give you shit back' attitude.
I am working on getting my fucking license b/c my mother is a big procrastinator and I should have had it last week. I am also working on college things and finding a job. My life is boring. The only thing not boring about it has just entered my life and I plan on keeping that not boring thing for a while.
I thought of the most random line yesterday and think it should be added for your entertainment. "I'm not cheesecake! I'm a chalupa!" -Chelsea in a random dream of mine that woke me up in a laughing uproar.
I am set to go to the Nine Inch Nails concert with Ian on February 25th. That should be fun...
I shall update mor often but for now I don't believe I have much news. Enjoy it.
-Georgy