Dec 23, 2005 20:11
I do not have a real xmas on xmas day... I am having Christmas on Christmas eve with my immediate family then xmas day I am supposed to go to my aunts. Well remember when I said I hate things being cancelled on me? DOOM struck again. No Christmas on Christmas day, only on New Years day because my family is gay like that.
I also left out that I was bitten by a cat. No, I do not mean the female species. I really mean an actual cat. The kind with fur and a tail. I have never felt pain like that in my life. Even when I was bitten by cats before. This one was vicious. It bled like hell and now I have marks all over my arm. Stupid cocker! So last night I drank. Yes. Got totally drunk off my ass. The sadder part was with absolutley no one. My mum drank a little but I finished off like a half a bottle of burbon by myself. That shit is nasty. I have no idea what else may have happened. I do remember waking up in the middle of the night, feeling this shot of pain through my head and realizing that I was pitiful and alone. Maybe that's why I was such a bitch today?? Never thought of that as an excuse. I totally avoided my limit though and will never get that drunk in my life again. Sorry folks. Ok I shall save anything else I might have stuck in this retarded brain of mine for a rainy day.