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so today was pretty much the worst day ive had in a long time.
i just feel like my whole world has been flipped upside down.
events happened last weekend that caused be to be unbelievably scared for my life all this week.
emily and christian really helped me out and so did kal though, so i think i'll be okay.
ive never been through anything so scary.
im realizing, though, what really matters.
i've been hanging out with a whole new group of people.
although i miss my old friends like crazy, they don't miss me and that hurts.
its actually insanely embarrassing to even talk about.
so im feeling like i guess i dont need that? idk at all.
as for the men in my life, there's no one of any importance anymore
considering im never on his mind, like ever.
whatev.
so ill be with kal emmy n christian this weekend
and its def gona be awesome.
that should take my mind off things and cheer me up =]
i just feel like my whole world has been flipped upside down.
events happened last weekend that caused be to be unbelievably scared for my life all this week.
emily and christian really helped me out and so did kal though, so i think i'll be okay.
ive never been through anything so scary.
im realizing, though, what really matters.
i've been hanging out with a whole new group of people.
although i miss my old friends like crazy, they don't miss me and that hurts.
its actually insanely embarrassing to even talk about.
so im feeling like i guess i dont need that? idk at all.
as for the men in my life, there's no one of any importance anymore
considering im never on his mind, like ever.
whatev.
so ill be with kal emmy n christian this weekend
and its def gona be awesome.
that should take my mind off things and cheer me up =]