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Jul 27, 2008 19:12

ummm update on my life.

home life blows; joyce and i don't speak anymore unless she's flipping out about bullshit and my dad kind of kisses my ass because he feels guilty about spewing all that racist bullshit when i told him i was dating a mexican in chicago. brother and i are talking more, so that's cool. we had a talk to today and he told me he knows she's fucked in the head. i can be satisfied knowing that my mother's only achievment in life consists of both of her only two children thinking she's crazy.

been super busy. really haven't been home at all and i swear i've slept in my own bed probably three times (four times?) since i've been home. only one of those times was by myself, and for the others ben was sleeping over.

i'm surrounded by awesome people and we're having fun all the time and for the most part things with ben are good, but i am very lonely. i don't want to go back to pittsburgh. i fear going back to chicago because i don't want to face benji, but i still hope i end up there. i'm really tired of all the partying and crazy nights (even though i have to say ben and i did throw one of the best parties of the year) and i wish i had time to get involved in a play or something else productive while i was here. i want to be interested in something.

got tattooed. i LOVE it. it's my new favorite. it's streetlight lyrics and an old school sailing ship (pretty much a pirate ship) and i even got *gasp* RED in it. popped my color cherry. now it's a fireship, like me.
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