My nuts, my nuts, my lovely lady butts
So today I did something I probably shouldn't have. I searched a girl that I am sort of enemies with and read all of her blog entries. It actually made me feel weird. My whole life is weird. I am confused about Ezra and how we actually feel toward each other. I have ex-wife issues that I can't shake. And it sucks to no extent that Greg is gone because he was my pillow. Ezra is so different than him and I don't know how to take it. Ezra is not complementary or a sweet talker at all. He kind of acts like we are bff's instead of bf's. We get along splendedly, and have amazing chemistry, but something is missing. I just think we both have issues that we need to resolve. Whatever. I love him and just need to keep my self at enough distance to protect myself.