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[no_salamanders]

i'm high but i'm grounded
i'm sane but i'm overwhelmed
i'm lost but i'm hopeful baby
i feel drunk but i'm sober
i care but i'm resteless
i'm here but i'm really gone
i'm here but i'm really gone
i'm wrong and i'm sorry baby
i'm hard but i'm friendly
i'm sad but i'm laughing
what it all comes down to
is that i haven't got it all figured out yet
and what it all comes down to
is that everything is gunna be fine
i've got one hand in my pocket
and the other is giving the peace sign

its rock paper scissors as to whether
i'll get over you at all
its hand against hand and both hands are mine
its standing in a circular line
which is not to say that i'm not also happy
i never thought i'd see the day when i would say i give up
and break the stallions of my wildest expectations

that pretty much says everything im feeling right now :)