May 07, 2005 22:20
It's all that I can do right now
to make it up to you somehow,
how can i ever make it have more sense?
Any day now..
I think i will take APfrench5
instead of spanish next year
and then do spanish my senior year.
BECAUSE I CAN.
and..
Jesus/Fidel Castro ..
I dont know.
44.
We brought towels to the movie theater,
and the guy was like,
the first time i saw kids with the towel
i was like wtf is up with the towels?
did they just go swimming or something??
and they said to me,
no
we need a towel,
and i was like,
what on earth for??
and then i saw the movie
and saw the towel thing
and i was like i dont get it,
whats the deal,
freaking towel..
raub raub raub i love raub.
Raub. its spelt cool. anyway,
yeah. im reading the satanic verses.
mr. daly knows my name
and i dont know why
becuase i never told him
and neither did dave (<3)
so..
i asked him to recommend a book
he says he'll get back to me on that
hopefully i'll have him as a teacher next year
i hear he's nifty
i want to fill out an essay because im a loser that way
i guess im just obsessed with knowing something about me
since i dont really
I I I
its everywhere
I I I
is all we talk about
becuase
its what we ARE
so its kind of important
because without an I
theres no YOU,
i guess..
I cant love you
if I doesnt exsist..
so.
i went to the mall with dave
i hate the mall though
nothing interesting there
except MUSIC
<3 music
and.. people
they can be fun to watch
and meet, but thats more unlikely
DDR
i love running btw
its really great
swimming is too
but since i have nowhere to swim
except choate, and tehres always wicked swimmers
its embarassing cuase i dont know how
to swim
well i do
but yeah
the ocean is cooler anyway
but i cant swim laps in the ocean
but i cant surf in a swimming pool
and swimming pools are warmer.. eww
i love freezing in oceans
but i do have a wetsuit for when i need to be in for two hours or so
ocean ocean ocean
...
havent been there in far too long
one kid i knew disliked the ocean
becuase it was salty..
?? how can you say that ??
i dont remember what it is i wrote on the back of a picture i gave him
but it was something like
the ocean is like everything i love, free and dangerous
or maybe it was wild and sllightly dangerous
or something
i love the ocean
and the desert is cool too
i was talking to a friend today
and the ocean is the opposite of the desert
but quite similar actually
becuase they are both so ..
definite?
you are there by yourself and nothing matters
and theres nothing you can do really
and although that scares me,
not being able to do anything,
whatever