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Dude, seriously, what the fuck? I know this like... little piece of writing came out of no where... but I opened up a word document, put on some peaches and this kinda just spewed out.. Everything after the first line i like... I only wrote the first bit as a response to the song..then the rest kinda came out of it... I tried to introduce the character of the narrator but when that happened i felt it was time to stop writing... And..um yea, bag this to death, please, so i never get the urge to do it again.
“You come undone, with the greatest of ease, I pull at your hair as you scream for more and as I place my hand around your throat you beg me to hurt you.” To give someone what they want would be too simple, the real trick is giving them what they need, it’s the torture that they really want, the wanting, the desire, it’s that very desire that brought them to you in the first place, that brought them to their knees as you beat them with your strap of leather and it’s that desire that made them scream as you drove needles under the skin of their hands.
The torture you give them is what they really want, it’s what they really need, which in reality is what you really need since at the end of the day it’s a service, a skilled individual using their talents at the customers bequest, to confuse what you do with love, passion, sex, pain, enjoyment would be to deprive the situation of it’s truth. It’s the capitalism of it all, the stripping of anything that could be misconceived as being a mutual affection for one another that makes you happy, keeps you from going insane, from dashing their head against the floor of the dungeon and from getting on your knees as well, looking them in the eye and telling them that they can be happy if they just tried.
The music you’re listening to over the speakers, the leather that’s grating against your bra, the head piece that pulls your hair back to the point where it’s clawing for a placement in your scalp, it’s all not really who you are and that’s why you can do what you do; it’s because you know that you’re acting that you can taunt, tease and hurt the people that come to you.
Seriously Isaac..... driving needles under the skin of someone's hands?
And for all the people that are reading this and thinking "Um, Isaac, shut the fuck up, why didn't you just not put it on LJ?" I say, I think it's time i got a bit wanky mmk? You're all beating me.
“You come undone, with the greatest of ease, I pull at your hair as you scream for more and as I place my hand around your throat you beg me to hurt you.” To give someone what they want would be too simple, the real trick is giving them what they need, it’s the torture that they really want, the wanting, the desire, it’s that very desire that brought them to you in the first place, that brought them to their knees as you beat them with your strap of leather and it’s that desire that made them scream as you drove needles under the skin of their hands.
The torture you give them is what they really want, it’s what they really need, which in reality is what you really need since at the end of the day it’s a service, a skilled individual using their talents at the customers bequest, to confuse what you do with love, passion, sex, pain, enjoyment would be to deprive the situation of it’s truth. It’s the capitalism of it all, the stripping of anything that could be misconceived as being a mutual affection for one another that makes you happy, keeps you from going insane, from dashing their head against the floor of the dungeon and from getting on your knees as well, looking them in the eye and telling them that they can be happy if they just tried.
The music you’re listening to over the speakers, the leather that’s grating against your bra, the head piece that pulls your hair back to the point where it’s clawing for a placement in your scalp, it’s all not really who you are and that’s why you can do what you do; it’s because you know that you’re acting that you can taunt, tease and hurt the people that come to you.
Seriously Isaac..... driving needles under the skin of someone's hands?
And for all the people that are reading this and thinking "Um, Isaac, shut the fuck up, why didn't you just not put it on LJ?" I say, I think it's time i got a bit wanky mmk? You're all beating me.