Mar 09, 2004 19:36
last i checked i was 19. by law that makes me an adult. you'd think people this age would behave as adults. i've yet to notice this change in people. i grew out of my circle of friends months ago. some things are just too petty and fake to deal with. i guess i'd rather be real than pretend that everything's fine.
pretense and highschool go hand in hand. for the most part it's a bunch of kids trying to fit in. everyone's trying to fit in. the greatest thing i've learned in life is that at a certain point this changes. living suddenly shifts from trying to be accepted, to a mutual love for life itself where acceptance is not something striven for, but something that is simply understood.
oh how i long for the day when all whom i associate myself with brush off the petty shit and try to solve problems instead of running from them.
-andrew