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[no_regrets__]

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[anonymous]

Sometimes i think im so lonely that i dont even want to live anymore. Im so tired of this. At least once everyday, i think about someone i used to be with, and every time, i want to break down and cry. It's been so long, and it doesnt seem like we were even together, and it hurts so bad. I just dont understand how you go from loving someone for so long, then one day he leaves, and that's it. There's nothing you can do. You get so used to hearing him tell you he loves you, and then you never get to hear it again. He's not even a good person anymore, i guess i just think of the person he used to be, i think of how we used to be. We barley even talk anymore and i wonder how he is, i worry about him, i pray for him, but for why? I bet he doesnt think of me ever, so why do i still think about him? I wish i could just erase him from my memory, i wish. But wishes never come true. And when we do talk, i start to miss him, why cant we talk without me having to feel that? It does neither of us any good, it's weird that he was my everything, and now he's my nothing. I cant even comprehend all of it. That's just what's on my mind right now, tomorrow im sure i'll want to take this back.