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im looking at pictures from cty in the summer of 2005. i took pictures like crazy, of absolutely everything. its like i knew those three weeks would have been the greatest three time of my life and i would want to remember every detail. i can't stop crying, i miss it so much. i miss the people, the place, the way cty went, and so much more. god i miss kat. i miss sticking the stickers from fruit on our arms, the awkward towel, conversations in her cabin, how we called our dorms cabins to make it more like a camp, how we threw off our lanyards in anarchy, our band practices everywhere and always, our amazing lunch times, listening to daniel beningfield, god. i miss who i was then. i miss how i could become friends with someone for five minutes, just for fun. i wonder who i was then, i must have been so much better. god i had so many friends...i was one of those kids, not popular, but who knew everyone they wanted to, who was confortable and well liked. god dammit, i want to be there again.