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everythings mad BLANK now, likei dont even know. wierd. i dont know how i feel about anything...except for theres a lot of stuff i miss. but even that....i dont even know. i havnt been around people in a while, but i dont feel like i need too....i just need this shomria seminar this weekend and i need some plans for seeing people. ahh its so hard to get over the feeling that everything i want is physically so far away from me. i want to want whats here, and im really getting better at it...as in im not loathing every second i spend in albany. i dont even know, i dont know what this entry is about. theres no purpose.
no purpose.
thats the issue. i dig.
no purpose.
thats the issue. i dig.