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I'm home in my nice cozy town of Barrington, NH. I really missed it but everytime i get here there is always one thing missing... My baby Jared... I am always with him and being here without him makes me appreciate his company and love even more, if thats possible. ok sorry about all the gushy lovey dovey stuff! anyway it's nice to be home.Everyone is good. We are proboly going to go get our christmas tree tonight. Thats always fun to do together, we usually go cut one down. hopefully we can continue the tradition.
as a personal reflection life has been going well although there is always the looming stress of money. Holidays are a time of giving but when I don't have a job and very little money I feel shitty about buying things even for others. I am proud of the jewelry i make but i often don't feel like it compares to what others may give me even if they do make it. I will just have to be uber creative! who knows i mightbe able to pull something out of my ass(figuratively speaking) And it will be a merry christmas!
as a personal reflection life has been going well although there is always the looming stress of money. Holidays are a time of giving but when I don't have a job and very little money I feel shitty about buying things even for others. I am proud of the jewelry i make but i often don't feel like it compares to what others may give me even if they do make it. I will just have to be uber creative! who knows i mightbe able to pull something out of my ass(figuratively speaking) And it will be a merry christmas!