WOAH!
Wow. I have not been here in a while. So much has happened..So much has changed.
AND so much is still the same. Haha Vincent and I are still together, fortunatly. We have had a few rough spots here and there. But that is the cycle of a normal relationship. I am also now part of a statistic. I have been placed on 50 mg. of Zoloft for my anxiety problems. Which were a bitch the beginning of this year. Had so many damn attacks..Not cool at all! Reeked havoc on my life for a while and on my relationship with vince. But thank god it is actually working. Despite a few side affects...It is ok. The worst one is the decreased appetite..Ew it is horrid. It comes and goes but oh well. I lost a bit of weight. But I am gaining it back. Better than hyper-ventilating in Vince's driveway for 15 minutes. I got back into horseback riding again..It is amazing. My friend gives me lessons. I fell off the other day for the first time in years. It was scary...But I survived and it was not horrible. Haha I fell JUST right. I did not break anything, a little scratched up...but thats what is expected from falling into a pit of sand. You are not a good rider until you fall off. That is the true test of riding.
Vince's graduation party was tonight. Pretty damn fun. Vince, Oscar, Ryan, Bijon, Alex, Dan, some Amy girl, and I played kick the can. It was like hide-and-seek but you had to hide...then sneek up and kick the can so you were not it for the next round. It was fun..I was pretty sneaky..Until I had to run. Then that sucked. I was in flip-flops too...Ugh..
Got eaten alive and dropped on my face..Owie. Vince started a fire...and my was it smokey. I got smoke in the same eye I hit when I got dropped. OW! haha It was watering all crazy and burning like no other.
Tonight was fun...But I did get lonely. Sometimes it felt like I did not fit in at all....I would sit there...And it was all guys. There was on point where I was sitting with the girls. And that was cool. But then....of course they all left. I felt like chatting with someone but I'm not comfortable at all sitting by his mom and talking to her. Haha. I mean she is cool...But she would probably think of it was weird. And the only other girl was Vince's brothers GF...We do not really talk a lot either haha.
I just wanted to sit with vince all night...but he kept doing things and junk...So I could not get a moment with him to myself. EH...oh well...Thats life. Arg...I should probably go get some sleep. I will write as SOON as I can!!
xoxox
AND so much is still the same. Haha Vincent and I are still together, fortunatly. We have had a few rough spots here and there. But that is the cycle of a normal relationship. I am also now part of a statistic. I have been placed on 50 mg. of Zoloft for my anxiety problems. Which were a bitch the beginning of this year. Had so many damn attacks..Not cool at all! Reeked havoc on my life for a while and on my relationship with vince. But thank god it is actually working. Despite a few side affects...It is ok. The worst one is the decreased appetite..Ew it is horrid. It comes and goes but oh well. I lost a bit of weight. But I am gaining it back. Better than hyper-ventilating in Vince's driveway for 15 minutes. I got back into horseback riding again..It is amazing. My friend gives me lessons. I fell off the other day for the first time in years. It was scary...But I survived and it was not horrible. Haha I fell JUST right. I did not break anything, a little scratched up...but thats what is expected from falling into a pit of sand. You are not a good rider until you fall off. That is the true test of riding.
Vince's graduation party was tonight. Pretty damn fun. Vince, Oscar, Ryan, Bijon, Alex, Dan, some Amy girl, and I played kick the can. It was like hide-and-seek but you had to hide...then sneek up and kick the can so you were not it for the next round. It was fun..I was pretty sneaky..Until I had to run. Then that sucked. I was in flip-flops too...Ugh..
Got eaten alive and dropped on my face..Owie. Vince started a fire...and my was it smokey. I got smoke in the same eye I hit when I got dropped. OW! haha It was watering all crazy and burning like no other.
Tonight was fun...But I did get lonely. Sometimes it felt like I did not fit in at all....I would sit there...And it was all guys. There was on point where I was sitting with the girls. And that was cool. But then....of course they all left. I felt like chatting with someone but I'm not comfortable at all sitting by his mom and talking to her. Haha. I mean she is cool...But she would probably think of it was weird. And the only other girl was Vince's brothers GF...We do not really talk a lot either haha.
I just wanted to sit with vince all night...but he kept doing things and junk...So I could not get a moment with him to myself. EH...oh well...Thats life. Arg...I should probably go get some sleep. I will write as SOON as I can!!
xoxox