Jun 21, 2005 13:57
I need more Spontaneity in my life.
I wake up.
Go to school.
Come home.
Sit on my ass for 2 hours.
Walk with Vince to the lake..
sit on a bench for a while.
Go back to someones house..
Sit there till either of us have to leave.
Its cute..it really is..But I wish it could just be MORE..random. Im not complaining at all. I like spending time with Vince. I really do. It just gets too..much the same. I read this book in florida..And it was adorable. Theyd go with a group of people..have a cook out, go sailing, go to a giant field and watch the sky... Just all these cute things. Buts its like impossible to do them now. I just want to wake up..and WONDER what Im going to do today. I dont know..this has just been bothering me for a few days. I wish this world..wasnt so full of bullshit. My parents tell me of when they would play outside till dark. Ride their bikes in the street and not worry about those over worked motorists who have to get to an appointment at 3 ..which they are late for. I hate it. Theres nothing to even do outside anymore. America is inside glued to their tvs and computers. I admit..I am too. But I wish it was different. I wish familys had more time for eachother..and divorce was ..barely there. Today..EVERYONES getting a divorce. Ha..its like a fad. I dont even know where im going with this entry. Just getting things off my chest.
Oh well. I guess Im going to have to ad the spontaneity myself..=\ Ill find something..until then.. Ill update sometime..<33333
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