Thanks to a friend (please visit her here www.petrellicest.de.vu) I was now able to upload my first self-made video ever- and the date seems appropiate, for exactly one year ago, on Good Friday, I started my LJ. Happy Birthday. When I started out I NEVER imagined that the Petrellis would take up all this space- but life is what happens while you are making other plans... and I´m not complaining.
There are two versions, the first does NOT work for people in Germany, but the second does. I would be happy if you commented.
Happy Easter!
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Find more videos like this on BAM Vid Vault And this is what I wrote when I made it:
I have just finished my first self-made video ever. I am cut from civilization because I have no access to the internet or the phone (that is probably what vacation on an island is about), so I couldn´t ask my friend for help and had to try the new program all on my own. And I halfway succeeded. It is my first video, and regarding that, it´s not too bad. There is much room for improvement, of course. But I feel as if I just… I don´t know, as if some weight was lifted from me. It was an obligation and an honor to make that video. Of course it´s about Peter and Nathan, and it is my contribution to Nathan´s death. I am at the sea, so I will make a hard copy and toss it into the never-ending depth of the water, giving Nathan a burial at sea. It seems appropriate to me. I don´t know if it will make it easier now to say goodbye, but I feel relieved that from my pain comes something creative. It´s so good to be able to fight death with creation. It´s a godly gift we should use more often. It helps fighting despair.
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