i know i'm still going.
i'm scared to leave..
cause i've made some really good friends these past years.
cause i don't know how i'll survive without my parents.
cause i'll miss my brother.
cause i won't get to spend time with my grandma.
cause i can't cook.
cause i won't be able to drive.
cause i don't want to leave and be forgotten.
there's so many memories here.
there's so much fun still waiting to happen.
i feel like i don't have enough time to do all that i want.
and that if i leave, i might never get the chance to everytime i come home.
my grandma said she probably won't be here in 10 years. it made me soo sad.
i don't think i'm letting myself believe that as the years pass, it's a closer step to not having her around.
i don't know what i'd do when that day comes. curl up and cry for a million years.
she made me feel completely and utterly depressed inside. i love her more than life.
i found an old movie my friends made for my birthday junior year. it made me laugh.
i get calls to go hang out with people who matter to me. life doesn't get better than this.
and yet, i have to leave in august. i know it'll be a good experience. i know i'll learn new things.
but as of right now, i just want to be with the ones i love most.
for now, i want to have all the fun that i can.
"Ten years from now, you'll end up regretting more of the things you didn't do, than the things you did. So take chances and make mistakes."
all im going to do, is live each day at a time. this should be good :)
i'm in love with life.
cause i've made some really good friends these past years.
cause i don't know how i'll survive without my parents.
cause i'll miss my brother.
cause i won't get to spend time with my grandma.
cause i can't cook.
cause i won't be able to drive.
cause i don't want to leave and be forgotten.
there's so many memories here.
there's so much fun still waiting to happen.
i feel like i don't have enough time to do all that i want.
and that if i leave, i might never get the chance to everytime i come home.
my grandma said she probably won't be here in 10 years. it made me soo sad.
i don't think i'm letting myself believe that as the years pass, it's a closer step to not having her around.
i don't know what i'd do when that day comes. curl up and cry for a million years.
she made me feel completely and utterly depressed inside. i love her more than life.
i found an old movie my friends made for my birthday junior year. it made me laugh.
i get calls to go hang out with people who matter to me. life doesn't get better than this.
and yet, i have to leave in august. i know it'll be a good experience. i know i'll learn new things.
but as of right now, i just want to be with the ones i love most.
for now, i want to have all the fun that i can.
"Ten years from now, you'll end up regretting more of the things you didn't do, than the things you did. So take chances and make mistakes."
all im going to do, is live each day at a time. this should be good :)
i'm in love with life.