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[no_one_saw_me]

perhaps there is something wrong with both of us.
the way we are composed is not quite right
the blend of cells and bones and light
the ratio is off.
My dear you were meant to be in my arms
enclosed in my warmth
me in your safe embrace
but things are not always as they seem
as you cuddle me, as you stroke my hair
the demon waits within
to burst through when he cant take it anymore
the hiding the isolation
its too much
gnawing and biting with teeth like knives
gnashing away at my insides
he will never let me sleep
the embrace is filled with heat and anxiety
it wipes me out
until i am numb staring at a place to the left of your head
i am empty
wash away my pretty face
and leave nothing but a line .