Wow... read. Help...
God... im so fucking...... WOW right now. I dont even know what to say. I think im finally happy. But I dont know if its good. I mean it feels good... it feels damn good. But Im scared as hell to be happy. Im scared to let go and give myself completly over to someone. What if their fucking with my mind. I cant be fucked over again. I couldnt deal with that. How come its so hard for me. I really like this person... and she feels that same. Or atleast she says she does.
I go from being sex... to everything. From just being a fuck to her being mine. Maybe I shouldnt over analyize things. Maybe im the one thinking to much. Or maybe im not thinking enough. I dont want another juvinille relationship. I want this one to work. To be something real. I dont want to have to worry about cheating. I dont want to feel like I cant trust you. I want trust. I want more... I think I want more than I can have.
~Bri
I go from being sex... to everything. From just being a fuck to her being mine. Maybe I shouldnt over analyize things. Maybe im the one thinking to much. Or maybe im not thinking enough. I dont want another juvinille relationship. I want this one to work. To be something real. I dont want to have to worry about cheating. I dont want to feel like I cant trust you. I want trust. I want more... I think I want more than I can have.
~Bri