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well..it's certainly been a while
that's better
really, everything is better
sure, there's been rough times
but overall, everything is better
..well at least i think so
i wish i knew what i did when i do something wrong though
am i that horrible of a person to not even know?
how can you not know?
just ask me.
i hate causing shit.
but i do anyway
i don't try to..maybe it's just my nature
but i really don't try to
you don't deserve it when i do it either
you don't deserve anything of the sort
i'm sorry
really i am
i was just so mad at myself today
how could i hurt you? again? don't i ever learn?
maybe i'm too stubborn to learn
i couldn't even bring myself to look you in the eye and tell you i was sorry
thats not a good mix at all
fuck.
i wish i was perfect
only for you
i'm sorry
keep going?