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[no_one_does]

so this is my attempt
i won't be as good as you (i can tell you that now)
but i'll do my best

do you ever get that feeling that cuts through your chest and neck when you know you have hurt someone you love?
it would hurt a lot less if i didn't screw things up

if i could take your hand in mine

at least i'll be leaving soon
as much as i don't want to
the best part about leaving is returning to your arms

hopefully you'll have them out for me

and so this is pretty short
but no one reads it anyway
i dont know why i bother really
i guess it's just something that needed to be said

but i was too goddamn afraid to say it myself