ok sam first of all you brought allooootttt of this upon yourself. and youve changed so much you might not see it but your not my same bestfriend i knew and loved a few months ago we grown so close and then things tumbled and now we cant stand each other. i admit some of that is my faulty but most of it is your doing. and i know your sorry i can see that , but those three words dont make all the problems go away you need to prove yourself and show people your back , back the way you were when you still had friends and still had everyone on your good side. maybe if you prove yourself to the people that hate you theyll lighten up and maybe forgive you but im not them i dont know whats going on with "I PHANTOM" or anything what they do is there desision me i just want my old best friend back that stayed up with me all night and wiped away my tears even when i was crying over something stupid, or my best friend that i could get pushed around by fat kids with at concerts,but my mom wont even let us hang out anymore. with richie all i can say is im not sure why exactly he hates you...but hes really passionate about it and hes also very stubborn if you want him back as a friend then your really gonna show him you mean it the rest of "I PHANTOM" i dont know i friends with most of them with a few exceptions and no they dont like you. like i said i think its all about proving yourself sam and i know you can. everyone deserves second chances even if theyve had a few already no one deserves to not have any friends ...well of course you have kitty and a few other people but besides that youve really got nothing. and its gonna stay that way if you stay the person you are everyone can change worse the worse and you have but i bet you can go back itll just be harder to get yourself outta this whole then how you got yourself in to it. as for me i consider our friendship over but i also consider myself here to help you if you wanna take your last chance and make it worth it by getting everything better but thats never gonna work if your not in school and not doing work. im sure everyone has there own little reasons for hating you and if they post that and how you could make it better and just give you one more chance then this could work but if theyre complete jackasses then theyll post how slutty they think you are,and i know andy, richie ,"i phantom", and everyone else you guys are better then that. so sam i dont have much mor ei could say but work on things ok? and ill be here for you if i think its worth it but right now...its not saying your sorry doesnt make it it all better its only the start so you might wanna start proving yourself then being more then just a so called "slut". i mean your only 15 and youve had sex with 7 people and i can only think of one being who you really loved or cared deeply about ive had sex with two guys and i cared sooo much about both of them you know that and everyone knows that but you gotta stop sex is for people who care about each other enough to make that commitment and thats what your lacking so think about that too....ok im running out of things to say for real...
you dont know that so dont say that aparently my rambling didtnt help at all....so i take it back im not gonna fucking help you get your freinds back....so yea be friendless and alone ....and stay the way you are thats not my problem...
well you dont need to say it even if you didnt mean anything by it im in a super grr mood today and shit ...and one way to make things better is by going to school...i was late and i called this morning to se if you wanted a ride that didnt help...
you posted a picture so i get to post one...
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v629/aXwellXkeptXsecret/meandsami.bmp
if you got anything outta my rambling then hopefully youll get this...i do miss you and i want you back but not the way you are now change fore the better ok?....
ashley
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even if you didnt mean anything by it im in a super grr mood today and shit ...and one way to make things better is by going to school...i was late and i called this morning to se if you wanted a ride that didnt help...
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