Good times...
Well, it's late again. I talked to this girl in my biology class and had mentioned something about the end of the world. I can't remember but I'm sure I was joking. She just kind of cringes and says not to talk about it with a smile on her face. She's a pretty girl. So yeah, I laughed and asked if the end of the world is what she meant and she did it again.
I couldn't help but think I was like that...about when I was 10. I was into astronomy and it was just one of those things you learn. But then I realized that I was long from the end of the world, if we don't destroy it too soon.
Then, when I was about...12. It's in my xanga somewhere if you press back far enough ("next 5"), it's called "The Voice When I Was 12", kind of obvious. So yeah, it hit me about the end of the universe. I couldn't help but come to the realization that the universe itself would one day end, an event not even God Himself can stop. And the universe contains all that is, was, and will be. So if it ends, everything that is, was, and will be ends with it. Everything stops existing, never existed, and will never exist. All memories and everything you care about it pointless.
12. This was harsh on me. I've thought about it so much in the years that I can think of it without having it bothering me. Sure, I may never exist again...but I've got now. It sucks...but I don't have to let it bother me.
So yeah. I just was thinking about it...her, I guess. And it reminded me of that.
I'm tired. My bro will come soon. I'll sleep soon. Goodnight, livejournal...and whoever stumbles across this.
I couldn't help but think I was like that...about when I was 10. I was into astronomy and it was just one of those things you learn. But then I realized that I was long from the end of the world, if we don't destroy it too soon.
Then, when I was about...12. It's in my xanga somewhere if you press back far enough ("next 5"), it's called "The Voice When I Was 12", kind of obvious. So yeah, it hit me about the end of the universe. I couldn't help but come to the realization that the universe itself would one day end, an event not even God Himself can stop. And the universe contains all that is, was, and will be. So if it ends, everything that is, was, and will be ends with it. Everything stops existing, never existed, and will never exist. All memories and everything you care about it pointless.
12. This was harsh on me. I've thought about it so much in the years that I can think of it without having it bothering me. Sure, I may never exist again...but I've got now. It sucks...but I don't have to let it bother me.
So yeah. I just was thinking about it...her, I guess. And it reminded me of that.
I'm tired. My bro will come soon. I'll sleep soon. Goodnight, livejournal...and whoever stumbles across this.