Oct 20, 2005 12:59
im kinda stuck in a place right now....
where i like everything i am....
but i dont know if what i am is what the person i love most wants?
its justr my mind i know.
but what if im right.
given this has been the most awful 6 weeks of my life, and has not made ANYTHING easy....
but i just dont want to lose them.
im just not ready for that yet.
i just need my life back...
please.
and i can finally be me again.
<.3 ali