Poison

[no_norm_ms]

When you know you've done wrong, you can't ignore it. You have to face it. You have to be honest with yourself and with anyone affected.

I should have thought more about my actions. I should not have ignored them for three weeks.

And I definitely wasn't as selfless as I needed to be.

I admit these things:
I'm selfish.
I will avoid causing pain at all costs... and sometimes that includes being dishonest with myself.
I know the dishonesty is more painful than what actually causes the pain in the first place.
I need to accept that I am what I am. And that may be a hurtful, selfish woman at times.

This keeps me from my friends. It keeps me from being able to form a lasting relationship. It separates me from my family sometimes.

Shit man this sucks.

I done wrong... And now its time to suck out the poison.