Oct 10, 2004 22:56
I don't know why I decided to update this stupid thing, I told myself earlier I would go to bed early...and I don't know why I did that either.
Today has made no sense to me. It's like I don't care about much anymore. I woke up and had to call some people that had found my dad's dog when she ran away six days ago which was like, whatever. I'm not gunna get all excited about getting a dog back that's probably about to die. I was glad and all that I didn't see some workers scraping her off the street or something but, I dont know. So, I went to go get her. Then, went to McDonald's. My dad was watching the Astros and Texans game which left me to do whatever.
My dad did actually take me to Hot Wells, so I got to shoot the 45 and I was expecting to get all pumped like I usually am when I get to fire some powerful new gun my dad gets, but I wasn't today. It's my new gun, I had to take it apart to clean it and put it back together which was a lot easier than the manual made it sound. After I cleaned it, I was fucking around with the sliding part of my gun even though it pisses my dad off when I 'play' with guns even if they're not loaded. I just cleaned and lubed the entire fucking thing, I knew it was empty.
I was kinda lost all day so like 45 minutes before we were gunna leave to get me back in Austin, I decided I wanted a screwdriver. My dad was sleeping in his recliner which is like 15 feet away from where the vodka was in the kitchen, but I got some anyway. That defeated everything I've been about for the past like...year. But, if you think you're gunna call or IM me and give me crap about it, I won't listen. I knew what I was doing, I know it's not smart but I don't really give a fuck right now. It was only one glass anyway so get over it. I can ruin myself if I want.
ANYWAY, Melanie has a new boyfriend. He's like a multi-millionaire or some crud like that. He has a penthouse in downtown Houston like 5 Harley-Davidson's and he owns a law firm. So, I told Melanie to tell him that my birthday is coming up. Yeah, she's gunna introduce me to him since I'm seriously thinking about going to law school at UT cuz all that "legal aid for the poor in texas for 3 years after you graduate and we'll pay off all your student loans" That'll make 2 big time lawyers on my side, yeah so back off. jk.
I'm ready to be done with high school, I want to graduate early with Adrian but um, yeah right. *shrugs* This entry is all scattered out and makes no sense, have fun.