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[no_naim]

 im exited and scared
nervouse....but bold
shy......loud
week......strong
it kinda feels like everything is being draned 
every inch of energy....
how am i goin to work?
i gotta i gotta i gotta....
and theres nuthin elts after that...
well
a kind of rewarding torchure,
is whats up ahead
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i dont wanna go to school =[
(isnt there emoticons on here? im crazy =P )