daddy lost at the races//too many times
so here i am, 14 days before my 19th birthday and it finally seems like my life is coming together.
i have establsihed an amazing relationship with my best friend in the entire world. Gaby is there for me no matter what, as i am there for her no matetr what. She would drop everything to help me with a problem, as i would with her. yesterday, we spent the entire day together moving her life out of her apartment and although packing and moving is a bitch and a half, we had such a good time doing it. she is hte first person i go to when i am excited about something, or down and out. she can read me like a book and i dont think i have ever had that before. with people, i have always had some sort of a mask up, but she manages to see right through that and knows when my smile is forced or when my mind is in a million places at once. and for that, i am eternally greatful.
i have a job interview at express on saturday at two that my lovely besties hooked up for me. i was waiting to hear back from nordstrom, but i cant wait forever. and if i get the job, that'll be really great for my interview with FIDM on wednesday, which i am so excited about. Vinny Pasquale is my admissions adisor and he is making this whole experience seem more fun that time consuming and annoying. when i go in on wenesday, we are going to talk about my areas of interest and why i am looking at the fields of fashion and merchandising that i am looking at,a dn which field would best suit me and what i want to do.
am i turning 19 in my life is finally goin in a direction that i want it to. i feel lke, for the first time in my life, i dont need to be dating somone to be as happy as i want to be. i have my good friends. i have my family. and i have a dream that i am slowly reaching. one step at time. but im trying not to get ahead of myself. i dont want to get too excited about things. i dont want to jinx it.
anyways, thats that
oh, and this summer has been about vintage t's, head scarfs, massive sunglasses, and skinny jeans
i have establsihed an amazing relationship with my best friend in the entire world. Gaby is there for me no matter what, as i am there for her no matetr what. She would drop everything to help me with a problem, as i would with her. yesterday, we spent the entire day together moving her life out of her apartment and although packing and moving is a bitch and a half, we had such a good time doing it. she is hte first person i go to when i am excited about something, or down and out. she can read me like a book and i dont think i have ever had that before. with people, i have always had some sort of a mask up, but she manages to see right through that and knows when my smile is forced or when my mind is in a million places at once. and for that, i am eternally greatful.
i have a job interview at express on saturday at two that my lovely besties hooked up for me. i was waiting to hear back from nordstrom, but i cant wait forever. and if i get the job, that'll be really great for my interview with FIDM on wednesday, which i am so excited about. Vinny Pasquale is my admissions adisor and he is making this whole experience seem more fun that time consuming and annoying. when i go in on wenesday, we are going to talk about my areas of interest and why i am looking at the fields of fashion and merchandising that i am looking at,a dn which field would best suit me and what i want to do.
am i turning 19 in my life is finally goin in a direction that i want it to. i feel lke, for the first time in my life, i dont need to be dating somone to be as happy as i want to be. i have my good friends. i have my family. and i have a dream that i am slowly reaching. one step at time. but im trying not to get ahead of myself. i dont want to get too excited about things. i dont want to jinx it.
anyways, thats that
oh, and this summer has been about vintage t's, head scarfs, massive sunglasses, and skinny jeans