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well today was the first bad day I have had in a while. And I hated it. Nothing seemed to go right at all. In class I fucked up my trauma station which I usually do, but then I fucked up my medical! I NEVER FUCK MY MEDICAL UP! MOTHER FUCKING NEVER! I am awesome with medical and I fuck it up, I forgot oxygen and pulses, lung sounds, stupid things I know to do, but I didn't. I couldn't concentrate at all. Fuck..
I also noticed I get pissed off too easy....gah
Next...
Emily, yeah, you did something I hate. But I'm not going to break up with you. I am mad, but it will pass over, just give it a few hours and I'll be fine, for the most part. And I have people like my wonderful cousin to talk to. So I'll be good. And hunny I love you soo much and I would never want to break up with you. So don't think that way. We just need to talk..that's all..
Pre Auds are coming soon. This Sunday, and guess who isn't going? ME! Cuz I am a fuck up and I'm gonna fuck up again and not make it. Yea. But if I do for some reason make it, well thenI gotta worry bout regionals and hopefully states. But I'm not that good so it doesn't matter.
Fuck it...
Take it as you want but I'm out..
hizzy
I also noticed I get pissed off too easy....gah
Next...
Emily, yeah, you did something I hate. But I'm not going to break up with you. I am mad, but it will pass over, just give it a few hours and I'll be fine, for the most part. And I have people like my wonderful cousin to talk to. So I'll be good. And hunny I love you soo much and I would never want to break up with you. So don't think that way. We just need to talk..that's all..
Pre Auds are coming soon. This Sunday, and guess who isn't going? ME! Cuz I am a fuck up and I'm gonna fuck up again and not make it. Yea. But if I do for some reason make it, well thenI gotta worry bout regionals and hopefully states. But I'm not that good so it doesn't matter.
Fuck it...
Take it as you want but I'm out..
hizzy