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Yeah, I've come to relize how much I miss people.
Like I'm happy to be with Matthew, but I don't know. I miss my other firends I used to hang out with. The people whom I spent pretty much every weekend with. So many momories, And I just miss them soo much. Looking back at pictures and remebering things we did, and shows we went to, brings back so meny momories, both good and bad. I never felt like i have to impress someone, or like i was being judged, And thats how I feel now, with his friends, not all, but some. I may just be putting thoughts in my head, but its how I feel. And I don't know, I just feel alone.
Like I'm happy to be with Matthew, but I don't know. I miss my other firends I used to hang out with. The people whom I spent pretty much every weekend with. So many momories, And I just miss them soo much. Looking back at pictures and remebering things we did, and shows we went to, brings back so meny momories, both good and bad. I never felt like i have to impress someone, or like i was being judged, And thats how I feel now, with his friends, not all, but some. I may just be putting thoughts in my head, but its how I feel. And I don't know, I just feel alone.